so it's been quite a while since i last wrote in this lovely journal... hm. i had a really odd dream the other day. i dreamt i was in this office that was black, and there were a few windows in the office, and green light shown through... along with the light, there were shadows too. there were no doors in the room. a voice within me told me to get out of the institution. so i climbed through a window and ran through the hall way... and i finally saw several glass doors. i ran outside and around me i saw hundreds of men, they all seemed a little... off... i then realize i was in a mental institution... wonderful. at that moment... an incredible hunger came over me... however, i didn't desire food... hm? a man aproached me, and on the side of his head... there was this odd yellow stuff... i looked closer and it looked like corn.. food... i wanted to eat it, but i chose not to, out of fear of offending the man.. and... well... they resembeled brain parts... and who am i to eat someone's brains? i turned away from the man, and looked towards the sun set, and at that point i realized i wasnt going to be able to get out because there was this massive concrete wall, covered in razor sharp wire... i also saw many men climbing the wall... and for a split second i felt hope... but.. that sentiment was ephemeral, because i soon comprehended the men's objective... they were climbing the wall so they could jump off.. suicide. i dont know what this may mean.. hm.. any suggestions?