it's been a while since i've last posted anything... here we go. this is the part where i'm supposed to sum up what has happened in the past couple of months. i wont begin, infact i dont even want to talk about it. none of it. i don't wish to reminsce it. none. it's not that it's bad, it's just that i dont want to. i'm not sure why i dont. what i do know is that i'm going to do it again, and it hurts. i know it'll come soon. there's something awfully theraputic about... thinki'll have a rain check on this one lol... oh god i think his mom just saw me.