i wish i can say "away with you" and have these things vanish. it'd be great.

god that wall's cold.

i have this ring that i wear on my "ring finger". i wear it there for two reasons; to keep the creepers away and because that's really the only finger where it fits. it's so bizarre. it just sits there, like an extension of my body. it's just there. i don't feel it there. it's there though. shining.

i kinda feel like that sometimes with my voice. it's so soft, so much so that sometimes it kinda just blends into the background and my message doesn't get picked up by the listener. the listener becomes bored? i don't know. i feel like i have to be very careful with my words when i talk. like i need to use loaded words and explain their significance in the conversation. does that make any sense?

i think i ought to begin my transcribing...