{343} I Don't Know

Im not really sure what to think about, and Im so confused about everything. Sometimes I feel like I havent got enough strength to live this life. I feel like people would look at me like I am an emo little brat, but I really dont know right now. Everything is so confusing and over welming. Things are just coming at me too fast from every way. It really feels like I can't do anything right. Im happy, but it still feels like its not good enough for people around me. I dont want to think about moving, about space, about death or anything. In a way I just want to go back to going to school, and not worrying. I have a headache. I dont want to stay, and I dont want to go home. I dont know what Im going to do, people are always pressuring me from every which way, and I dont know what to say. I just dont know what to do anymore, about anything.
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I'm sorry, I know it partly my fault that you're like this. I'm really sorry. I love you.
wowwwwww. i've said that for the longest time and now those thoughts are coming back to me. so i can relate to everything you said in here. [sigh] and no, its not an "emo brat" thing. it's what you're going through, you can't help how you feel on the subject.