It is really funny how just a little stupid thing can make you feel bad. But it did. I feel shitty now. no one can really help, and this is the only thing thats is helping me. It lets me speak out about things that hurt me. But its going to be ok, isn't it always? Well i don't think it was just because of that one person on why i feel so shitty. Other things have happened in the last few weeks that make me think. I am giong to get help for myself, and i am going to fix myself. Lets hope i am the one that comes out happier.