Well I finished Blood and Gold last night. I really really really REALLY hate Bianca and Pandora. Both of them are little bitches!!!!!!!!!!! But what happened in the book was that Thorne, a new vampire, came to Marius. Marius told Thorne is life's story. And that included Pandora, Mael, Avicus(another new vampire) and Santino. As well as of course my sweet, young, Armand. Lovely Armand's story ,from Marius's point of view, wasn't as sad. Although i did get to see Riccardo for a few short chapters, but the price i had to pay was the knowledge of his Death again. That wasn't so bad really, but it got really sad when Marius lived with Bianca, he was looking for his lost love Pandora(who he wanted to marry in his mortal life, and soon made her a vampire of her request). But what happened when he found Pandora was really sad, He found her, but she had another vampire with her, her son so to speak. Well she said to Marius i can live with you when you are with The divine parents(thats Akasha, queen of the damned, and her king, Enkil) and she couldn't lave the other vampire she went with. Marius was heartbroke and in desperation he said that he would leave Biance just to be with her. Biance heard this and she left him the next night. Both the women that Marius ever loved left him. Thats sad, they were real bitches about it too! Well then I got to see Lestat for a short time as well. There was a small chapter about him when he met Marius. Then in the end it went back to the present time. Mahret and her sister Meakre (the only two women vampires that I like) took Marius, Thorne, Armand, and Santino to there hiding and they had alomost a council. Marius wanted revenge from what Santino had done to his life, Santino had been the cause of all the pain in his life. But he would not act on this unless Mahret said it was ok, since she is the oldest of them now that the queen is dead. As well as that Thorne wanted somthing tfrom Mahret, he didn't know what. But in the ende Marius did not strike agaist Santino, and Thorne gave up his eyes for Mahret. It was a good book, now I have to go out and buy Blackwood Farm. I think that this book will have lots of Lestat in it. I miss my dear, sexy Lestat. I have read all of 3 books which contain almost no apperance by him. I can't wait for those blue eyes and blonde hair to make another apperence in my minds eye. well other than that nothing has happened in my life. I am still depressed. I think i will be for a while. But other than that i finished summerschool with a 74. Thats a good mark for me. But something that happened made me feel stupid again. I was happy for about 2 seconds about my mark and then someone ruined it for me, making me feel stupid. So i am back where i started, depressed because i have no love in my life, and feeling stupid and ugly. I use my books to escape the world that i live in to visit something that makes me feel better. Reading the books I do make me happier because I have something else. I am not in the horrible world i actually live in. It is my escape route. Comment, i like it when people comment, and i can read them. I don't care who you are really, i could always use some new friends. Comment, if makes me feel loved, even if you don't love me, you give me hope that someone cares.