Well I changed my layout. I had to change the red because it reminded me to much of romance and love. I am getting love sick. I want nothing do with it!!! Its EVERYWHERE!!!! In my horoscopes, and everywhere in the stores, everywhere on tv. Its like this huge ammount of pressure to be in love. And then my Horoscope keeps saying that this month I will find love, and to go with it. I will be in love, and there will be a whole lot of romance, but no one loves me and I know it! ack! Anyways on a lighter note, nothing really has been going on in my life. Its getting better though, somethings have been getting better. Like if you all remember that sad entry about my dad, well we(my brother and I) are going back to AA with my dad. He is trying to get help again. He knows that if he continues to drink he is going to ruin everything so that is getting better. Other than that nothing really that great has happened to me. I went over to Heathers house the other day, and he dog was a freak! lol then we went to McDonalds, and WALKED all the way to Meaghans house, and it was friggin cold, and I had no jacket. Jeeze man I am an idiot sometimes. And nothing else has happened since because my life is boring and no one ever wants to hang out with me. Its a nice day today too....:( I want to go to the park :)