Its 6:37 on a saturday night, and a 16 year old girl is sitting at home with no one, and with nothing to do. I find that pathetic. Of course my brother is out with his girlfriend and friends. my grandmother is downstairs making some curtian shit. and i m sitting here in my room, by myself, talking on msn. I have come to the realization that i am a nerd with no life. I am still trying not to be too upset about what happened yesterday, but it still bugs me. I haven't talked to John yet either. On one hand i am upset becuase i never get to talk to him, and then on the other i am feeling guilty, and hate myself for being so selfish. He has family things to do, but i still miss him. Is is stupid to miss him? i mean its only been three weeks, but still, i miss him. Am I naive? if not i feel so. It has been a horrible day today. Nothing has happened. I got up, ate, read, sat around, watched a movie, and now i am here. I am the most pathetic 16 year old teenager i have ever met. EVERYONE but me had somthing to do today... sheesh SHEEESHH! >__________________________________> I feel like i have done somthing wrong. again. bahhhh comment, even if its nonsense, i like comments. o and i just came up with somthing.... I miss the good old days when we were young, and didn't have to worry about anything. When we could walk up to a strange kid on the street and just start to play. When our minds weren't corrupted by drugs, sex, and crime. When times were good, and you could always play pretend