Im happy, I am. I know I am. I will be happy, because I have to. Because I am. I dont make sense, Im just trying to forget bad things, and look at the happy things. Which isnt much. Im sitting here home alone, my dad kept me out of school today, and we are going shopping later. Jenn...she hurt me. Ever time I think about it I cry. I've already cried about 5 times this morning. Being alone doesnt help. What do you do when life seems to bittersweet. Lets just add a possible visit from "mother". Oh Joy Really. Whats wrong with life? Anyone else having that? the whole one little good thing happens, and a ton of bad follows it? Really, someone just save me from myself today.