{231} Dream

Well I don't think anyone is going to take the time to read the survey thing I did before this entry. Today was an ok day. I think. I don’t know what I am saying. Really there were parts of the day that I was happy, and then there were parts of the day when I was sad. Most of the time when I was alone I was sad. I am never really that sad when I am around my friends. Well it depends on what is going on sometimes. Time to recap the day! This morning I woke up, got ready, and went to school. Talked to friends, was declared a lesbian, and went to class. English was boring; I tired to work on my essay! I tell you I tried; I was a good little girl and did what I was supposed to do, for a little while anyways. I got out my book and read, which I just finished by the way. Anyways after English, I went to Photography, and I tried to work there too, really! But I ended up goofing off, surfing around the web, and helping heather with her project instead. I didn’t mind. Then we went to lunch. Meaghan got McDonalds, and I got some of that. Then we went to the library, and hung out there, and I was declared to be a lesbian yet again. Then after lunch I went to yearbook. Did nothing bur write a private entry the whole period. Then I went to math, and did nothing but read my book. I wanted to write more, I wanted to give in full detail what happened today, and all my feelings, but my brother has to get on the computer. He goes over to coltons, then when he comes home demands that he is going on the computer to do an ISU. Mean while most of the time after school he was with colton…… [EDIT] OK I am sitting here in yearbook, but I want to finish this entry. I don’t think I remember everything that I wanted to write about, but I will try. Well after I got off the computer, I went and had a shower, and read some of The Blood Canticle. I love Lestat, I love how Anne Rice has written him. He’s just so great. Then after that I went to sleep. Exciting night eh? No one really wants to hang out with me, or the people, or person who does want to hang out with me is at work. Well today…..well never mind today, I will write about that later. Well yesterday I was a bit depressed. I was reading that book where of course the girl gets the guy. It makes me sad to read all these stupid books that have romance in them. Their plot line has nothing to do with romance but they always manage to stuff it in there. It’s not like that in real life. Stuff like that doesn’t always happen. I hate reading it because it just makes me feel worse about myself and my situation. I can’t remember all the reasons why I was down, there were a couple, but I am very forgetful sometimes. Now I am going to go start on a entry for today.
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shes afraid I'll get stalked. I've taken three defense lessons already because I was stalked once. I know how to take care of myself.
I read your survey. we seem to like the same things. My astrological sign is Gemini, I usually put the daily horoscope on my journal entry, but its not working at the moment.
yea i didnt take the time to read your entry but yea

i love the colors though
its the color of the revolution
REVOLUTION!!!!
i actually red the WHOLE survey it was very very long. it kept me buy though. now i will do it. maybe..
-nikki
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*busy
[Anonymous]
well of course I read you're survey. you're my friend. I live in America, just so you know.
oh, I only have 2
hi, How are you???
lol. I already did that one survey but I'll do this one if you'd like. I'm at school too =P.