Yes, it is definitely X-Mas eve, and I'm about to go out with Daddy to see a movie. Spent last night with Nikki, Levi, and Nina. And I saw something... I saw HER. The one I've bitched, and cried, and tortured myself over for the past 3 years. Yes I saw her out there. I'm not sure whether she recognized me, I think she did. But the best part of all of it was..... I didn't care I didn't feel anything, I didn't want to pick a fight, nothing. I guess I've been looking for that for a while now, because its nice to know that I have FINALLY let go. Things are only better now then they were then. I stayed the night at Nikki's, watched Peter Pan for the bajillionth time, and got little to no sleep. I have to do all my packing tomorrow, on X-Mas day :) 'Cos Sunday is shopping, and the Bonfire :D!!! I can't wait, I hope it all goes down. No matter what, we're having some sort of party or something. Then Monday??? CAMP!!! eep. They'll come pick me up, and take me there :) I can't wait. We all are waiting for this, we've been counting down the days until camp, instead of the days until X-Mas, lol. And I won't be here on New Years. Which bums a few people out, people who wanted to give me a kiss on the first New Years Eve that he'll actually be here and we should be together. Ironic, how I won't be here. But maybe I'll be kissing somebody else ;) my hair is bright pink. I've got some friends some that I hardly know but we've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world