I've noticed that if your happier, then automatically there are more people around who make you feel tons better about yourself. This is why I think people who are sad are perpetually sad, and people who are happy are perpetually happy. I fucking love my friends to death right now, they are just the most awesome people in the world and I wouldn't trade a single one of them for anybody else. So I'm happy, I won't always be this way, but I'll enjoy it for as long as I can. Life is short, do with it what you want kids. P.T. seriously sucks and I hate him. He can go find somebody else to screw, 'cos it sure as hell isn't going to be me. I've found somebody new to think about, and he smiles at me and makes me feel like more then his next free fuck. I'll never be your free fuck you bastard.