i made up my mind this time

Feeling: pained
I cried 4 times today, in the span of less then 2 hours. And it was because of a movie! We watched the end of Schindlers list today. The saddest movie ever. I have never cried or wanted to cry that much while watching a movie, NEVER. Today...first I cried because Tackett replayed the part were all the kids are being deported and the mothers are trying to save them, and just the looks on their faces. Then I cried when they were burning the bodies of those who died in the Krakow massacre....I felt really sick watching that, it was terrible. I cried when the Nazi's walked out of the factory instead of murdering all of Schindlers Jews like they were ordered to do [[that one was out of happiness]] (this went all the way until Schindler started crying 'cos he felt like he didn't save enough people) and then I cried when they had all the real Schindler's Jews leaving rocks on his grave....MAN, that is a sad movie. But such a great movie to!!! Ergh, the Holocaust has always been a big subject with me, because its just soo horrific and unbelievable. Anyhoo, Nina broke up with Matt today, I saw it coming....what can I say? We hung out a bit after school and stuff. And now I have to get back to doing work. Because I'm lame. is it wrong to blame it on all the medication I was on?
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