how do you gauge lonliness

Feeling: torn
Hmm, I found something to add to my "your a fucking freak because:" list, I cannot play my guitar without there being noise, and I don't mean noise like the song that I'm trying to play, it can be any noise. So I play left-handed guitar (but I'm right handed), I can't focus if I want to play right, have to hear noise, the list goes on, and will continue. But while we're on this, I got the verse part of 'About a Girl' down...if only I hadn't forgotten I had Guitar yesterday (ugggh) I'd be getting along with the chorus. Watched the Eddie Izzard tape in my room today, haha "I'm a small man with a big..." "and you say 'I need to look my best' and mother nature says 'no, you will look the worst you have ever looked in your life' phwoosh" the guy is fucking hilarious, I'm sorry, I could watch that DVD forever. Anyhell. I'm not having a great day, contrary to...well. Whatever. Mom's fucking lazy, and could care less about my school work, bitch. Also, forgive me, but I've begun writing backwards a lot. tI sevig em gnihtemos ot od.
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haha, thanks but the thing that scares me, i don't think anyone would. wow, thanks for writing me back and thanks for reading my journal.
you added me as a friend! hehe. ::blushes innocently::
my dreams for my future: to be pretty, well too bad that's never gonna happen. oh well. anyway, i think loneliness is gauged by experience. and thanks, but really, if you knew me, you'd understand why i think nobody will miss me
haha, uhm i am myself. but i want to be pretty and myself. it would fit for me to be pretty. and thanks for adding me. you are nice. and you think like i do, i would say the same stuff to anyone else who said they were ugly the only difference is i mean that i am, other girls just want sompliments
eww it drives me nuts too, i really hate that when stupid girls fish for compliments
i'm sure you are hot
where are you from?
you doubt i know where la is or you doubt i know where sb is? well i am quite familiar with both. my billy goes to ucsb and i visit him occasionally. do you live in oxnard or ventura or something?
oh, yeh, i know where all those places are. i go to ventura sometimes too cos i have family there. i like that place, what is so bad about it?
thanks for the help and maybe i can meet you next time i am up there.
"oN melborp...sorry it's a thing."

-wow, that confused me...

hehe, you are silly
seriously, furniture salesmen are fucking douche bags! o well =D.
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well i appreciate the fact that you were to me. especially if it means that you wanted to be. thanks.