this may never start

Feeling: tormented
Hmph...I don't understand what everybodies obsession with boyfriends is...I mean seriously I don't see guys going "Man I really want a girlfriend" ALL the time. So why do girls do it?? My friend got her first REAL kiss on her birthday, hip hooray? What does it really matter, its a fucking kiss, I'll be more excited when I get my first Electric Guitar then I was when I had my first real kiss....hell I don't even remember when that was. Its been so long any kiss I get always feels like a first, but that doesn't make it any more exciting. I guess between me and her, it shows whats really important to us> she's obsessed with guys and all that bullshit, I'm obsessed with my music. plaster your love notes to my face. stick them there with nails. 'cos in the place that I have found. it doesn't rain it hails
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woo, a kiss. Chalk one up for your friend.
Boys suck.
I hear they get better in college. Although, I don't really see what's the point of them for a person like me, I find something wrong with every single one.
Who knows, maybe I just need a guy who'll shock me off my feet, lol.