I'm soo angry right now, it's unbelievable how hypocritical people are. Jeezy creezy. Today is one of my friends. I was reading her journal, and she said that she wanted to get her lip pierced. Now I remember about 3 months ago her saying she'd never do that.....then I got mine done and now she wants it. I also remember her saying she'd probably never change her clothes style, now she's wearing dickies and shit like that. She's started wearing fishnets...I wear fishnets. I know your all saying "but lots of people do that" and yes, true, I'm talking about on my fucking arms.....she would never do that..but now she does. I hate to sound self-centered, but I get this feeling like she wants to do all the things I do. She had never listened to Mest, SoCo, AFI, The Used, Good Charlotte, LTJ, and all these other bands until I did. I can't fucking tell her about a band, 'cos she'll start liking them, and not in a good way. And I feel like she only wants me and my friends around 'cos we make her look more credible, 'cos we're fucking in it for the music and we're not just trying to be like everybody else. And it all really pisses me off, 'cos she copies all of her friends, wearing her converse that match some guys....and shit like that. But she has no real taste for music, and doesn't understand how important it is to some people. That really aggravates me. I know that imitation is the highest form of flattery, but I can't appreciate this shit, because she's not admitting it, she acts like this is her own personal style...when she looks like every fucking person out there wearing black dickies, converse, and a band shirt. And I mean, I used to love her to death 'cos she was a funny chick, and she was pretty much her own person. But with this whole change, I can't find anything good to say anymore, and it makes me crazy...really fucking sad. I know I changed to, from Jr High to High School...but at least I didn't lose who I was, I haven't forgotten where I came from, and I do cop to my past...I know I was a sheep, and I remember wanting to be like everyone else. I just wish she'd admit it, and quit trying to be like me and all her other 'original' friends. I hope its a phase, like the one I had, and I hope it goes away soon. I apologize for this very annoying, and long boring entry. I just had to vent it somewhere. Peace.