I got the new Dashboard cd, very very good. I also got two compilations. One sorta sucks, the other I haven't had time to listen to. Got two pairs of plaid pants and a plaid skirt. Watched Final Destination 2. Talked to John, he got a tattoo, lucky bastard. I'm debating on going to church tomorrow, I really don't think so. I have to go wrap moms birthday present soon, cuz I haven't done that. I don't wanna really personalize her card, she was a fucking bitch to me today. My arm looks like a scratching post :( Not good. I need to take a shower, I'm not feeling so great. I cried for about 2 hours today, and you know what? It wasn't fucking cleansing, like all those people say it is, just made me feel worse. Fuck. ..Is there anything worth looking for? worth loving for? worth lying for? is there anything worth waiting for? worth living for? worth dying for?..