Before I begin this blog -> Happy Mothers Day! .. to any and all mothers. Whether your with your kids daily, or you never see them. Whether they're alive, or deceased .. enjoy this day. Anyone can have a child .. but it takes someone special to be a Mommy. Anyway, moving right along. Didn't do to0 much yesterday. Sat around waiting for Dani to call about trip trips. But, sadly, she never did. So john & i settled on a bag, & washington apples that we created ourselves. Needless to say, by 11:00 .. we felt pretty good. Watched a bunch of Oz, and then TV. We were gonna go to southside, but staying in and saving money seemed like a better idea. hah! "Bert" - as far as you go, I have no words. I mean, how could I? I've said it all to you before, you just refuse to comprehend anything I say to you. Thus, the reason we're constantly irritated with each other. I don't want to hear your fucking excuses. "I was drunk" .. "I didn't comprehend anything you said to me that night" .. "I was so confused, I didn't know what was going on" .. Well. You never comprehend. THATS YOUR FAVORITE FUCKING EXCUSE! Next to .. "Oh .. I was drunk". Fuck you - thats BULL! Maybe next time, you won't do this shit to some other girl. You live to mindfuck people. You say everyone else creates drama, and its all their fault. BULLSHIT! I didn't do SHIT the last 2 times. I didn't get pissed over petty shit. I handcuffed you to YOURSELF and you got pissed and threw my shit out the fucking window. Then .. didn't understand why I wouldn't fucking talk to you. Finally I get a grip, and let shit pass, and I hang out with you again. You wouldn't fucking listen. I kept telling you we shouldn't, that you love your girl, and I love josh. I didn't want it. ANYTIME YOU TRIED TO KISS ME. You say your not a typical guy. Again - I call bullshit. Your a fucking asshole. No wonder Julie booted you out of her life. You don't listen. You don't accept what girls tell you. Its your way - or fuck them. Well, I feel sorry for your girlfriend that she has to deal with your stupid, incompetent ass on a daily basis. Did you even tell her that you tried to fucking kiss me - at least 10 times?! DID YOU?! HUH?! No. I bet you didn't. But .. JOSH knows. I immediately told him. He deserved to know that the kid that smiled in his fucking face all night, turned around and fucking backstabbed him. You little prick. Think i'm gonna be upset that your not in my life anymore? NO. I'M NOT. Because, I'm a better person without you. I don't have to deal with a child anymore. LOL. And you know what? Fuck this dude. I'm not gonna deal with your shit anymore. THIS is the best way to solve this. You do your shit, I'll do mine. Stay out of my fucking life, and we'll be good. I'm tired of your stupid, little kid bullshit. Goodbye!