Yesterday was bad. Although I got my hair cut. Chopped it off to my shoulders. Loox cute tho. :-D I also got the Sims for PS2. I love that game. Went out to eat, came home, & passed the fuck out. Today .. hung out at home all day. Went n rented "A Clockwork Orange" & "Sin City" .. also rented the Fight Club game. [yay!] Watched "A Clockwork Orange" .. GREAT movie. It's going to become one of my top 20 movies. Haven't watched "Sin City", so I have yet to determine if I like it or not. .... On a more personal note. I'm still depressed. I wish I could just get drunk, or smoke pot, or do some yay. Anything to kill the pain for a while. Anything to make me forget. Anything to make me stop thinking. Even if it's only for a few short hours. I know it's bad that I feel that I have to escape. I just .. can't handle this right now. Everything is spinning out of control, and I feel like I can't do anything to stop it. I just want to be numb for a while. I just want to slip out of this world for a while. TooDLeS ♥