I look alive, I'm dead inside

Feeling: angry
My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, we'll fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. Man .. shit always just gets worse for me. Lost a friend yesterday. It's probably for the best. It was nothing but DRAMA anyway. But, I'm going to miss him. I'm going to miss all the late night talks, all the drunken trips to the bars & clubs .. basically I'll miss the friendship. But .. the less drama the better! "FAFA" Thank you so much for last night. For listening to me bitch, and moan. OH .. and thanks for letting me cry. It was built up for so long. It felt good to let it out, esp. on the phone with someone I know cares. It means alot that you'd talk to me for that long, just to know I'm okay. lol, even though our conversations are always completely pointless and random. Your becoming a good friend .. just dont get all weird on me. But .. thanks again. TooDLeS ♥
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