Today is absolutely fucking terrible. I can barely see the screen. I fucking hate crying. Nothing like trying on clothes for a wedding to make a girl feel fat, ugly, and disgusting. I walked out of Filenes Basement in tears. My bank account is officially terminated. I dont know what i'm gonna do about that. I might be losing my job, because I'm almost positive I have a stomach ulcer, and I have no insurance/money to go see a doctor. So, as they say, I'm fucked. Was a complete bitch to everyone today .. for absolutely no good reason. I feel like shit. I'm depressed. Ugh. TooDLeS ♥