Yaa know .. sometimes its really nice to be alone. Even when you have a house full of company. But, this being alone thing actually rawks. Went out to eat @ Lonestar, ate, came home. & I'm smoking. So lately i've been eating a TON .. maybe i'm just binging before I start this diet. Sheeshh. But I need IT. I hate feeling fat. At all. You can tell me till your blue in the face, that i'm not fat. I still don't believe you. It's retarded. So. I fucked up plans last night. REAL BAD. Ended up having to babysit .. ALL NIGHT. So, I had to tell Badass & Justin that I couldn't hang out. -I think they're upset with me. Neither one has really talked to me today. Oh well. I guess thats all. TooDLeS ♥