So the first day of work wasn't bad. I just dont wanna work there. lol. I'm so pathetic. Like, it's not HORRIBLE. It's just the fact that there's SO much I have to take care of, and remember .. and I honestly don't think I can handle it. If I wasn't so immature, and if I didn't forget everything, I'd stay with this job. But .. I get trained again tomorrow, and then Sunday i'm on my own. If I fuck up Sunday .. then I quit. So lets hope all goes well .. Schedule[if i keep it]- Friday[6-11], Saturday[6-11], Sunday[3-11], Tuesday[6-11], Wednesday[6-11], Thursday[6-11, Saturday[6-11] .. Yeah, Ima have one helluva week. BUTTTTTTT I get to go see fireworx on Monday! And nobody better bitch out on plans, or i'll fucking stab you. lol. Since I only have 2 days off this week .. Ima be one tired fucking girl. Ughh. Oh yah .. this fucking GORGEOUS Cop came into my work today. And he was telling me how he comes in every night, once a night to check up on us. But .. and I quote .. "Since you work here now, I'll be around 3-4 times a night, because 'pretty girls' dont know how to handle themselves in tough situations." LOL .. I about peed myself. Then he asks for my number, I'm like, uhh I'm taken, and i'm practically married. Soo .. he's like, "Oh yeah? Call me when you dump the guy your with". I just kindof said .. Yeahh okay buddy .. and went in back. bahaha .. stupid people. I also saw Mike who I havent seen in YEARS. Holy shit. And 2 kids I went to HS with. AAAAAAAANNNNNDDDDD I cant stop thinking about something. UGH. I'm so pathetic. TooDLeS ♥