so, um, jeff and justin ended up not coming to twila's on thursday. i was slightly disappointed. but i got over it, so it's okiedokie. umm... friday night was AWESOME we had this giant pile of little sticks in the backyard and we burned it all and it was pretty big when we lit it... like, the flames were about 20 foot high, and since it was mostly little stuff, it all burned fast and hot. and we were standing pretty close until the wind kicked up and blew the flames thirty feet sideways... and then we figured we should back up because the wind was blowing in every direction.... not the hugest fire we've ever had, but still, big enough to be a white man's fire. (hee hee. red man build small fire, sit close. white man build BIG fire, sit far away.) umm... yesterday was okay, mom and i went shopping and didn't fight. and then we went to grandma's for a party and i got 20 bucks woo! i love holidays lol. well, this morning i got up @ 6 and went to sunrise service and then had breakfast @ church like every other year... and, like every other year, me, eryk, and alex were first in line. (it's been that way since i was like, 5, i swear lol) and regular church starts in an hour and a half... and i have to change clothes and look all pretty for that... unfortunately... but that's okay i guess, since i only have to wear them for a little while. and then a bunch of peeps are coming over for lunch. yum. i'm thinking about re-doing my layout... even tho i LOVE blue... if i redo it, it's gonna be inspired by tinkerbell. oh yeah. i might just make a new diary, but if i do i'll put the link on here. i got a myspace... finally... but i don't think i'm gonna use it... dunno. OH! i totally got an idea yesterday.... for those of you that don't know... my room is lime green, pink, and purple (the things that go on in the minds of 6th grade girls... lol) and i've been rearranging in there a lot... well, the back wall is really empty-looking... and i was struck by the notion to paint the words "Welcome to Neverland" in silver/purple/pink curvy letters. and then on the other walls, in really big letters, write words like "dream" and "inspire" and "imagine" and other happy thoughts like that. and when i thought of it, it reminded me of in Finding Neverland where J.M. Barrie and his wife walk into their seperate bedrooms, and when she opens her door, you just see the room beyond. but when Barrie opens his door, you see a glimpse of bright light and green... as if he were really stepping into neverland. *sigh* i'm sorry, this time i've really gone off and rambled a LOT. so i'm gonna go now. i gotta get ready for church. umm.... later daze everyone, and happy birthday a day early to chris! random quote of the day: "Dreams do come true, if we only wish hard enough. You can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it." Tink