hmm... yeah, i'm just kind of.... here..... today...... went back to school, that was interesting... didn't do much..... bombed my spanish final.... watched forrest gump..... made up some dumb new year's resolution for english....... and of course, i find out that i have a choreography session on the 22nd.... which just happens to be the same weekend as the church of god ski retreat...... and.... i really wanna go, leah's going and so i'll get to see her then, and erik and jacob are going, and i'm not going on the school trip so i really wanted to go, and lara said she'll teach me the dance..... but i missed 2 sessions last semester and one was because i just totally didn't remember it, which made mrs. h really mad at me, and i mean i'd be getting my absence form turned in on time, but it's for the cruise and...... i dunno. what's more important... a weekend with my best friends and snow, or choir... is it just me, or is it odd that i'm totally torn over those two things? ugh....... *pulls her hair out* blah. well, okay, i hate the idea of new year's resolutions and all that crap... but my friends keep talking to me about them. they ask me what i'm going to do new, but i think it's about what you're not gonna do old..... so maybe... maybe it should be a little of both. after all, a habit is never lost, only replaced..... hmm... i'll have to think about it. later daze random quote of the day: Tina you fat lard, come get some dinner! --Napolean Dynamite Surrendered to Life