then again .. some things are far too good to let go.

Feeling: done
Hi, you know what I want, I want to be real. I want to do the drugs my parents tell me not too, and then not remember where I am. I want to drink 4 straight beers, and fall over my own feet. I want to expierience new things with boys that wont matter 10 years from now I want to laugh more than I cry, I want to laugh so hard that I do cry. I want to drive 50 miles to see something for 5 minutes. I want to fall in love. I want to make mistakes just so I can learn new things. I want to tell someone exactly whats on my mind, when it's on my mind. I want to do my make up bold, and wear my hair crazy. I want to care about everyone more than myself. I want to be wild. I want to try new things. I want to walk to new places, instead of drive. I want to wish on stars, and watch clouds roll by. I want to know a BIG secret, and tell a little white lie. I want to run through the rain and shreek at lightning. I want to smile. I want to think for myself. I want to have a crush on someone totally wrong for me. just to find the right person in the end. I want to make out. I want to cry over something worth crying over. I want to make new friends, and re-invent old ones. I want to feel infinite & invincable. I just want to live in this moment, right now.
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i want that too.
lmao. : ]