I love the way you l o v e But I hate the way* I'm s.u.p.p.o.s.e.d to love you back Today we had a [Senior Auction].. I bought someone I bought Jon Pfeiffer ..but its catchy..I spent 70 dollars on him lol ..afterwards everyone came up to me and kept asking me if I was the girl that bought Jon :P ..haha he has to do everything I say for ONE DAY!! ..I feel privaledged ..but the only thing is ..my mom wont let him bring me to school and bring me home :( ..its not that big of a deal! ..I think its actually pretty cool :) but my mom wants to be a bitch and say NO.. ahhhh* I should just run away :) I have connections ..I dont think its fair.. ..Ive always wanted to know what it felt like.. --To go into school with a boy* --To ride to school with a boy that can drive* --To ride to school with a senior boy who can drive* ..apparently ill never know : ..maybe I can convince my parents--haha I doubt that.. Keith likes me I dont like Keith like that I dont think Keith understands that I like Jon ..and I kinda like Kevan ..ohh whatever do I do? Stay alert cause I'm obsessed Surely I can't be depressed Could I be read if I was see-through Or would you just read my spine --and for all you people who think "im obsessed" or "pathetic" ..or whatever ..I dont care ..because the last time I checked ..I started this diary because it was my outlet to *complain and bitch and moan* so if you dont like it Do me a HUGE favor and DONT READ IT! --and all you people who wanna talk shit and cant say it to my face *meaning leaving me hate comments anonymously* ..if your ganna say stuff u should back up what you say and dont be a scared pussy bitch because if you cant say it to my face im not ganna fucking waste my time on little cunts like you ..i have worse off problems than listenin to you bitch ..so thanks again for your fucking time :)--