[The pain you love]

Feeling: positive
--Dear Buddy.. --Today seemed not like any other day.. I dont know things jus like felt different..I didnt really do the usual things I do.. --Math .. I just kinda like wrote in my notebook..I didnt really look at anyone or do anything jus because..nothing really interested me .. --English ..Alycia was being rude to me as always ..jus because I wasnt all too focused ..I actually got most of my homework done ..in class that rarely happens..im always usually daydreaming or something like that --Global .. We had to do this project ..with coins ..Mr.Kilmartin is totally awesome.. i told him about my observation and he goes .."at least someones doing what they are supposed to" lol :) totally awesomeness..he's nice --Earth Science.. I like earth science..because I sit by Adam and Jeff ..and Adam let me wear his gold medallion thingy for the period :D I thought that thing was totally radical..I looked groovy and Adam goes "look at my bling ..and then I was wearing it and I looked at Shawn and I go .."look im a pimpette" lol ..Ms.Contino finally moved Nick ..omg let me just clue you in..I hate him he annoys the shit out of me ..you cannot make that kid shut his mouth >:o lol --Gym.. it was crazy ..I talked to Tiffany and Alisha ..we like walked with Jessica W. ..and we actually talked and got along ..yeahh im still not the biggest fan of my gym class just because there is only one other freshman..and the rest of juniors and seniors ..yeahh --Lunch.. well nothing really good actually happened ..except ..Kyle's brother ..seriously needs a bra.. me and jes were like laughing so hard ..it wasnt even really funny but I got a big kick out of it :p --Learning Lab ..blah* Ms.Collin is so mean! >:o ..god me and jes were just like looking for a book and she was like ..just hurry up dont stand around doing nothing.. ahh* I wanted to scream at her she is so litteral .. --Music.. boring as usual ..maybe someday ill find that class fun.. I doubt that.. I just wrote in my journal like I usually do..and we had to do this hand thing were we clapped and I just sat there and she's like ..megan you have to do it make sure you do ..I wanted to scream at her! --Spanish.. I talked to Ben and Mike because I had nothing better to do ..because that class also bores me because I cant understand any of that shit anyways and I dont really care..we were like talking about how "they" should learn our language..and stuff like that ..i just dont have an opinion --After school ..I stayed after with Ms.Contino and so did Wads.Nick.and Mike Hayes and like I almost killed Nick gahhh* I hate him! ..and I told Ms.Contino to hold my progress report until after the 15th because I wanna go to Redman's Hall speaking of.. everyone should go and like yeahh ..my mom was gonna pick me up at 4 on her way home from work so I went and sat in the lobby for a little while until I seen Tristen and Emmett and then I thought I would just stand outside ..I watched them strum thier guitars ..and then I thought it would be a good idea to swing ..so I walked past them ..and Tristen smiled I said hi ..I was swinging ..and I was thinking alot ..and kind of watching soccer practice ..I just wasnt focused ..then when the little kids came ..I jumped the fence and went to wait fer my mom ..and she still wasnt here and thats when I decided I wanted to play football in my sophmore year ..idk i might just be tired er suttin ..but I think it would be a good expierience to play football I mean id be the only girl tho but that aint really bothering me..I just want to do something to be proud of .. looks like I better start learning --yeahh thats it ..I guess To be on the edge of breaking d.o.w.n But no ones there to save you No you dont know whatits like Welcome to my life
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---leo
[Anonymous]
Wooo yeahh! hah
Senses fail & Matchbook romance are
greeeeeeeeeeat. heh.
[Anonymous]
thank u very much! i really appreciate that exspecially with all the shit im goin threw for u to tell me that just makes my day so thanks
-addyjoe
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