Im in love but its only temporary

by fadedxdreams
Feeling: crushed
Happy.New.Years I love this song :) by Cheap Sex my eyes see all and i see through you i can feel the bullshit s e e p i n g t h r o u g h i'm living my life like a loaded gun but i know i'm not the only one times are (changing) and yet i stay the same but i know i'm not the one to blame i know that i'll never learn to relate trapped in this twisted world of hate [Chorus] because i'm all wound up angers inside me push my buttons and throw away my key i am the one that you love to hate you and me...will never fucking relate i need Jon so bad you dont even know id give anything to have him for just a day Taking Advantage Of The Situation Teenage Porn Star Masturbation Sneak Into The Bathroom Stall Baby Bottle Booty Call. I love Cheap Sex ♥Megan
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*gasps and points to screen* i love your background. i love your whole diary completely. lol. green day is one of my absolute favorite bands and i love them. lol. mind if i add you to my friends list? you can add me to if you want.

sarah
[Anonymous]
hey meg :) i really don't know how long i've been sick i read up on mono and the thing said it's in your body from 30 to 50 days before it's noticable..

and get this i will have mono for the rest of my life..

blah!
lol i hope you stop caughing soon and feel better even sooner.. (*if thats possible*) ;-P

with lots of love and best wishes
cole
[Anonymous]
hellz yea.....no one like ever comments on my diary and shit, so ..ya u get the picture...like im growing into this whole new person now and it like sux. im like so against drugs but i tried pot the other day, and like ive been cutting a lot im just really depressed...i cant wait to get out of HS
she left you...hahaha.
i had a good new years . thank you.

haha. cheap sex!

how was ur new years???

---leo <3
[Anonymous]
Nice journal.
[Anonymous]
they always thought you were a dirty lesbian whore anyway!


pinkkk.
[Anonymous]
oh yea...!! well you are ghheeyyyy.



you want me.


pinkkkyy.
[Anonymous]
yaa i usually dont cut a lot but lately my life is just to fuckin bad to do anything else. thankx u can talk to me too. :-)