Im in school ..I hate all these people :) What more can I say? Where all so warmhearted Im hated by everyone..I might just be paranoid..but I dont think so..I mean..I feel like everyones out to get me..and like if someone* found out that I like him* ..I bet he'll go out of his way ..to make it a point to everyone that I like him* ..things just happen that way with me..and thats why I wanna get out.. I made a mistake tonight..again ..[hence the word again] ..Its never gonna go away..and when I think about it* and what happened on that night* ..my stomach starts to hurt ..and I get dizzy ..maybe because it all happened so fast..as much as I enjoyed it and wish to do it again* ..it just [is unexplainable] ..maybe because he moved away too fast..and he has a girlfriend now..maybe I dont want to share him that sounds a little selfish..wouldnt you agree Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do Strip away..Vanity..I do Just as you consume me..I do Broken smile..Starless sky I do | FrOm aUtUmN tO aShEs |