-Dont wait just tell me all about it

by fadedxdreams
Feeling: inpain
just forget about it a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g i said about it drive away tonight you think it's fine you put it all [ inside ] and run and never look behind its all the same besides the fact that its mine think of me when youre dreaming and know that im wide awake and t-h-i-n-k-i-n-g of you cause i swear when you're there alone know that im wide awake tonight. .You could hold my heart. xo_Megan
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well yea at least i did get to go out with him.. but i duno, i hate how we are just friends now. it relly stinx.. its like he feels awkward talking to me or sumthing, now that we broke up.. so it sux that we dont talk.. and also hes a pretty cute guy so now that hes single all the girls flirt with him right in front of my face! so yeaaa... can i add u to my friends list?

xoxo,
sTePh
Wow. That really sucks. Im super uber sorry. Well that sounds more like what happened between Paul and me, not Clinton. I liked Paul for around 3 months, and he and I would talk for hours on the phone and he was one of my closest friends. And my friend James would always be like, "SO ask her out Paul blah blah" and Id get super embarrassed cuz all I ever wanted to be w/ Paul was JUST FRIENDS. And he came over to my house and we made out and stuff
-then he ignored me for a month, nd I was still head over heels for him. And basically this went on and on for around 9 months..then my friend stevie started to like him (my best friend..) and idk i guess he made out w/ her n stuff n like..he didnt like her, he just does that for fun. and she tried to act like it was way worse than mine. she had only known him for a week n he thought she was really immature. & yea so i decided to let them go out-
but it didnt work out so i was happy..n then i was at my other best friend katies house with our best friend kass..n kass got 'drunk' (she had hardly ne*thing) and she ended up making out w/ paul right in front of me n next to me..so i got mad n stormed out n then i walked around in the dark at like 10 o clock w/ no shoes..n i went back to kt*s house and then paul tried to pull me back onto the couch n i tugged my arm away n then i left again-
:oD i rock!? yay! lol u rock too! well i hope everything works out for u.. if u have aim.. my s/n is:

t o t a l dork 0

toodlezz! xoxo--sTePh
n then i left n walked around n i came back n no*1 was there xcept for kt cuz this time she went w/ me..n so i went upstairs n she brought her stereo into the bathroom n i put on TBS's 1st album tell all your friends n i wrote alot but it didnt work, i was so mad omg i thought i would die. i was crying so badly and i couldnt breathe..and then pauls knockin on the door and i finally open it and hes CRYING..i was like 'wtf.' and so i started cryin-
even harder and then we laied on kts bed n listened to tbs and he saying along n he told me i was beautiful n i was perfect and he didnt want to hurt me, that he just liked to mess around w/ me but he loves me as a friend and he just kissed my cheeks and forehead and held me and he said i can hear your heartbeat which is wat i told him the 1st time we cuddled n it was really emotional n i never truly forgave kass for a long time but her n i are-
ok again. but then on pauls b-day he came over n like..stuff happened..not by my will..n so i dont talk to him anymore at all. n it really hurts me cuz he was such a great friend to me. but i suppose its for the better in the end. it just hurts when i see him n stuff. and hed always bail cuz hes a stoner and then hed apologize a 100 times n stuff..n the one day ill never forget is the day we went to the beach n it was perfect..we went downtown-
and to the beach n laid on the sand n talked for 3 hours n stuff n he told me stuff he said he hadnt ever told anyone else..n then we walked back downtown and we went to a museum n hes the only boy i could do that with..n he opened doors n stuff n it was just perfect..n yea..ill never forget it. ever. but yeah...well...im so sorry about your crush that sucks. i guess you just got to ask how hes doin and kinda pry from there. ♥ chin up love
weeeee greeenday ♥

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[Anonymous]
you'll get over him. Trust me it'll get better with time.
hey thanks, i'm glad its written good. lol. i posted a pic in my bad mood entry. :P i finished exams! but i think i failed math. :P

Later
Valentine/Homieizzle!

<3
yeah Paul is a great guy...when hes not stoned, shitfaced, horny, or around anybody else but you. When we went to the museum that was before we stopped talking. We stopped talking because he forced me to give him head. So all in all he really isnt that great of a guy.
oooooo, i like this one lol
[Anonymous]
pretty...