For the first time .. I caught fire

by fadedxdreams
Listening to: The Used-Im a FaKe*
Small .. simple .. safe price Rise the wake and carry me With all of my regrets This is not a small cut That scabs .. dries .. flakes .. heals And I am not afraid to die Im not afraid to bleed .. fuck .. fight I want the pain of payment Whats left but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew Of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space For the guilt to be liquid To fill and spill over and under my thoughts My sad .. sorry .. selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture Your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife Look at me, you can tell By the way I move and do my hair Do you think that its me or its not me? I dont even care Im alive I dont smell Im the cleanest I have ever been. I feel big I feel tall I feel dry Just look at me look at me now I'm a fake Just look at me look at me now I'm a fake Do I drink? Do I date? Ive got perfect placement all my ink Satisfied in your eyes Im the biggest fan Ive got right now I made sure .. That I look how I wanted to look The people around me the people surround me I feel big I feel tall I feel dry My stomach hurts now And all tied off in lace I pray I beg for anything To hit me in the face And this sicknes isn't me I pray to fall from grace The last thing I see is feeling Jon's info .. doing sum thing i love to do it should be doing sum thing i love to do w/ megan the person i love more than anything ..how great would that be? trigger: i lourve your journal hot hot sex sex lol wtf ^thank you Jes .. im glad you like my journal ♥ megan
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yeah they rock manz!! so does tbs!! psh their so f'n awesome
lol same. i switch one day black pants, next day jeans next day black pants next day jeans. haha. it's kind of sad. lol yes benji and joel are gorgeous. and im a bigger fan of Benji. lol used to be the other way around, but Joels too wanna be ghetto. haha :P
if i was the jeolous type..
I would be jeolous of your journal.
pst tell your bestfriend the code for the border. :)

hahaha

♥ jeS and x3 pablo.
[Anonymous]
hot diary
-Love Leigh
[Anonymous]
the kids? dayum i put them in foster homes ages ago.
good song. my cmas was alrite. felt like any other day, just with presents. how about you?
:gina:
[Anonymous]
lmao...haha..i loved the ghetto talk. im going to add you cuz you also seem kool, if that's kool. :P if not too bad! your added! j/k lol
you spent the night lit listening to Miles Davis said it makes you want to fall in love ahaha.. nice header.. thing.. okay ill stop now..
[Anonymous]
cool diary!!!