Well im a wreck but i really cant explain it.

by fadedxdreams
Feeling: exhausted
Today is 11 months i cant believe ive liked him for that long and he didnt like me back. [ loser ] --I started to ache when I started to think of you Wondering how long it would take* before I step into something new. There's only so much I can fake. There's only so much that I can prove. Well, do it in a minute, I could go play the fool for you.-- Well im so in*love with you ..
Read 31 comments
666: he already knows anyway
I KNEW HE DID. :( :( :(
666: yea, he said u guys were gawkin at him cuz u guys liked him before jake told u guys to stop lookin at us
what the hell is gawkin?
okay u need to get on aim but your not even on this..
[Anonymous]
aww. come live with me!

haha
[Anonymous]
http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=7079236&Mytoken=20050306185927

i dont know if you get that link but i think its amanda carrolls then again it cant be because shes not 16 and she dont go to amsterdam school but cheack it out.
[Anonymous]
this girl is mad awesome. shes actually helping me with this whole situation. watch shes like me when i always talked to steph. she secretly likes darryl.
[Anonymous]
pullxth3 trigger: im not sure i care really its not like hes ever going to like me. we barely talk online anymore and we deffenitely dont talk in school its pathetic that i could even like someone that i dont talk to in school
666: i duno, maybe u should try talking to him more often online first
666: its kind of hard with him working alot tho
pullxth3 trigger: i know he used to be online a lot before..and now when hes on he really only sayshi
[Anonymous]
:/ herrrr..i dont know what he sees in her..okay im done.
[Anonymous]
666: he made out with her earlier this yr and not much later she started goin out with mike -oh god. im like crying now. im pathetic.
666: hes not like in love or anything with her
666: just kinda lost i think
666: she openly calls and hits on darryl, and admits to have cheated on mike with like other guys
wow i have learned alot.
and now it would be soo cool to jump off a bridge.
[Anonymous]
pullxth3 trigger: do you happen to know who he likes?
im so nosey..
but i want to know.
666: well.. its not like.. hes crushing really
666: more like hes kind of getting over a major tease she put on him
i asked her if it was brittany and it is...omg ..what does he she in her.
major tease wtf?
[Anonymous]
666: so i was actually asking if u meant u wanted to talk about darryl?
omg i am obsessive.
[Anonymous]
oh god i feel like i already left you 69 comments.
[Anonymous]
666: lol u want to talk about darryl
:) i cried when i found out he liked some girl whos not me. watch its brittany ..ew shes so ugly.
[Anonymous]
i wonder if it's possiable to leave you 69 comments.
[Anonymous]
and loony: we made out and shit
*your gay!!!!
hey that one girl actually talks to me unless shes like darryl and wont talk to me in school.
ill have to say hi to her or something.
but i dont know this darryl thing is depressing i might as well give up.
[Anonymous]
i just keep leaving you comments.
and loony: dont really wanna talk about it
oh gawd you did.*
[Anonymous]
and loony: wel if she waz like did i tel ya what me and mark did then yes i would know whats she is talking about
*omg did u do something with him.
finally ims me but it was on brilliant..
[Anonymous]
666: hes still hung up on some girl he's been crushing on for a while
pullxth3 trigger: awww -what i really wanted to say is "i hate whoever she is."
666: 'sides even the people he does like, hes too shy to ever ask them or anything ...dont matter she basically said he dont like me.
[Anonymous]
i REALLY like your diary 0_- haha neways my day in school is kinda a drag n sutuff so idk im pretty bored..study hall is Gayy so ill leave more comments when i get bAck home ByE!!

yOur Friend
Valerie
ok so i said i was done with the comments. but..
666: yea.. so you're crushin on darryl huh?
pullxth3 trigger: is it obvious?
how does she..okay wow. she said i told her..didn't know i did.
[Anonymous]
ha i can so leave anonymous comments and can spell it by looking. :) that girl is nice. we shouldnt say stuff about her. :-p like yeahh u know her weight. coughs. * anyways.im done
[Anonymous]
[Anonymous]
666: lol, well they apparently think you are.. i dont blame u though.. we're all so weird and all
pullxth3 trigger: i wouldnt say weird. just unique and interesting. :-)
[Anonymous]
666: They think you and your friend are checking them out.. (yea right lol)
pullxth3 trigger: .maybe darryl lol
666: lol.. yea

lol dot dot dot.
[Anonymous]
heyy.
:] I m so in*love with darryl yet i cant go near him or his friends. I BEEN WARNED. ha so have you.
I imed one of jake's friends. that turned out interesting. the girl..yeahh.
anyways..
i dont know . lol


JESSICAAAA.
[Anonymous]
my competition sucked we didnt even place nethign but oh well who caress ya kno newyas my mom is pissing me off UHG i hate herr but srry this is so short i g2g take a showerr byeee!!

<3 Valeriee <3
I wish my name was a name of an awesome band. shweee.

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[Anonymous]
Yay for Mae.
I ryhme. Te-he.
Ahem..
♥
awww thanks!

:]

maybe it's cause ur friends list is sooo huge and you can't keep up?
lol
:]
[Anonymous]
thats so cool,i wish my middle name was the same as some cool band or musician...
[Anonymous]
eek im loving YOUR layout darling its gorgeoooous

yeah coming up next month would be my 1 yr liking paul. gah fuck that loser

he has a tiny penis
not really
but shh

anyways hope life is good
how are you?
love ya like a fat kid loves cake
-justinee
oo ooo ooo, good music
[Anonymous]
haha there juss jelouse of me...serously tho haha there gay idc wtf they out dont bother me 1 bit 0_- well ya mice of men is such a gayyyyyy book ahha its about a kid who likes petting mice liek i dont wanna read about that haha newaysss do u have a sn? mine is vaberz22 haha soo original 0_0 well i best be goin girly talk 2 u hopefully onlineeeee 0_- ByEE

<3 ur friend Valerieee