It's been a few days now. I'm sitting here in Love Library before accounting. Health class got out early today. I had to watch a video on smoking. I'm so thankful that I've never had the desire to inhale 16 known cancer causing agents with a possiblity of contracting lung disease or heart disease. Praise God for His watching over me! My throat hurts. I hope I'm not getting sick or anything. Man last night I did accounting homework for over 3 hours. Reading and the homework problems that is. I think it's kind of difficult. You really have to just get it so to speak. I'm gettin' it...kinda. Oh yeah, about the MDS study. Well, I was hoping it would all work out, but it turns out that I'm most likely still allergic to cordisporin. I took cordisporin when I was about 6 or 7 due to an ear infection, and I had a horrible allergic reaction. My body was full of hives...it was quite scary actually. I looked like a witch with all those bumps all over my body. So I can't do the study that pays $1550 (the one Grant is in), because I have a drug allergy. Looks like I probably won't get a job until school gets out in early May. If I get one now, I would have to take time off soon for Spring Break, and then I'll be leaving in May to go back to Papio. So with all that in mind, I will just keep on babysitting all the wonderful kids I babysit and save up! Not to mention a need for frugality. And through it all, I just need to be patient with myself and with God most importantly. I can't lose sight that He has His hand over me and is leading me and guiding me in all I do.