i can't sleep

i'm dreaming about losing teeth and i've never felt like this before

i feel sick, constantly and like i'm in some kind of existential sort of agony. and i know that's stupid, it's not really a thing, we are not telepathic and i can't feel your pain.

but i feel like i can.

also: i mailed a teddy bear, but not just any teddy bear and now i literally can't think about it at all without feeling like i'm going to start crying.