I can't take this anymore, I can't take the thinking, I'm thinking so much and I can't stop, and it keeps happening more often, and its going to drive me insane, it is actually going to drive me insane, I am going to go crazy and lose my mind, I think I'm half way there already, or maybe I'm just PMSing, why can't I be like normal girls, why can't I be like normal people and worry about normal things and not like the existance of the freaking universe because who CARES I am here, you're here, he's here, she's here, everybodys here, but what if we're not and I'm scared, I'm so scared and people need to stop talking about suicide because it made me cry. Fin. ~Katie