so instead you're going to sit in your room alone in the dark crying for reasons you don't understand

goddamnit i was fine five minutes ago i don't get it

my shoulder hurts and i'm really mad about it

why am i not okay? what in the actual fuck is there for me to be not okay with right now? i don't understand.

i don't understand and i fucking hate it and i'm so fucking mad about it that it's just making the whole thing worse

why can't you do anything right

~katja