I need this CD. Anywayss. The title says it all. I'm afraid I'm faking it. I can't tell who I am anymore. Around my friends , I'm hyper, outgoing, funny. Around the people on the site, I am the same as above, but I'm also not always like that. I can be melancholy, I can be sad, I can be serious. Around Him, I'm happy, and I'm passionate, and I'm in love. But I can't find a place to say what I feel. Around my parents, I'm funny, I'm happy, I'm always smiling. Or I'm angry, I'm yelling and I'm crying. Who am I? I can't tell anymore. I don't feel like I'm the same person. I feel like I just mold into whatever the person I'm talking to wants, be it immature, bitchy, funny, loud, slutty, ANYTHING Hence the new layout. I'm a liar. But I'm still an angel. I just don't like this feeling. I was looking at old pictures a few days ago. I saw myself when I was seven. I forgot about 7 year old me. I liked her. She was nice, she was quiet, she didn't lie all the time. I wish I could go back. I wish I could talk to her, tell her never to change, not for anyone, never. But I can't. And here I am. 8 years down the road. And am I happy? I can't give you an honest answer. Because sometimes when I'm sad, deep down, I can tell that I'm not really sad, and this time will pass. But sometimes when I'm happy, deep down, I feel that I'm not really happy. Its a hard feeling to contend with. And I don't like it. 'Cause how am I supposed to know what I feel for people? How am I supposed to honestly say I love you, when I'm not even sure I love myself? This is why I don't like arguements between friends. Because I know both sides have valid points(usually) but I go with whoever talks to me first...but then I get in the middle, and I say stuff and its usually not good, because I don't always know what I'm saying. I hate it. I hate this feeling. And I hate you. Kidding About the last one. ~Katie