I don't know what happened, but I can't think anymore, I can't think straight, and I don't know how to put it down on paper or on the computer or what the fuck ever, i have an essay to write I have posts to do and I can't think straight, I can't do them, I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't understand how it's 11 at night already, I still have an entire essay to write, I can't do this, I can't do this, I'm panicking I'm freaking out, I graduate in 3 days and I can't handle this.