So, I tore a muscle in my neck when I fell off of a chair. Go me and my incompetence. I'm not seeing Chris today, because he has to go to cadets. That's kind of upsetting, but we all have things we have to do. He lent me his Perfect Dark video game, and I think I'm obsessed. Oh no! I'm becomming a gamer! Rawr. I've decided that things are the way they are, and that's alright, it's okay. There's an assembly today, something about Crime Stoppers, whatever. I still have to finish my paper bag book report (don't ask) for English lit, mrah. I don't want to go. I don't even have the damn book with me. So this morning I was talking to Chris, and someone's like, 'is that your girlfriend Hollie?' Why do people think he's dating her? I wish she would just stop calling him and stuff. Go find your own friends damn it, and leave my boyfriend alone. I hate it when she calls him. I hate it that he still talks to her. I just hate the fact that she even knows him. Ha, I am so jealous. What? I can be jealous if I want to be. I mean, I'm the psycho bitch girlfriend, I'm allowed to be jealous! But yeah, he says he loves me and all that jazz, and I love him, but still... I've been cheated on in the past, so I'm having a hard time trusting. Well, I still have a five page autobiography to do for English trans, and a one page thing as well, and then I have two math assignments I haven't touched, but oh well. I hate school. School is so... boring and pointless. Well, maybe it's not pointless, but it sure is fucking boring! Nattie gave me a smoke this morning, so I'm better than I was at 830 am, but you know, I should really quit. I have no self control... even if I was dying I think I'd still be smoking. Mrah. Keep hanging in there world. Take care. The one, the only, Laura Michelle*