well then. last night i was listening to music, and i just started crying. don't know why, but i was. well then. why is life so messed? i was talking to joel on friday night/saturday morning, and we agreed that life is so weird. okay, well, alanna just made a diary, so i will help her figure it out. ta ta. okay, it's 4th now. my feet hurt. damn shoes! well then, i think the school has blocked msn now, fuckers. anywho... so, well, i have nothing to write about really. except that boys are stupid, and i hate them. i'm soooo excited. laura! your birthday is going to be so much fun. woot woot! okay, i really like this boy, and i don't know if he likes me (no laura, this is not the boy i was talking about this morning). he's so nice, and he's a sweetie, but i don't know. he's a got a 'friend' and what can i do about that? i mean, how can i compete with a girl i don't even know and who doesn't even go to my school? *sigh* life's not fair. i hate you laura! how can you be so happy? and i'm all alone and the boy i like doesn't even know i like him and he doesn't like me. arg!!!! sorry, i'm really happy for you and mitchy, but i'm jealous as well. i mean, i want a boy to write a song for me! no fair! but yeah what do i do about this boy? i want to tell him that i like him, but what if he laughs at me or something? ugh. i'm just in such a horrible mood right now. he's so sweet. i hate him! okay, i obviously don't hate him, but you know what i mean. help me! i'm losing my mind! The one, the only, Laura Michelle* p.s. I say 'well then' a lot hey?