la la la... i'm bored. i have no money, i am poor. ha. laura, thank you. i know that you care, and sometimes when people care they have to say stuff like that. i'm not mad.. i'm just... i don't know, you know? well now, i hung out with an old friend yesterday, and everything was the same as it used to be... and i mean everything. the stuff we talked about, the things we laughed about, the things that were new weren't really new because nothing had changed. but it was good, i missed this person so incredibly much. but now i'm sitting here in the library, cold because i just came inside from the smoking doors. oh the consequences of being a smoker, you have to brave the biting cold. arg. i'm so tired. i worked last night, but only for three and a half hours because my schedule got changed around like there's no tomorrow. but what can you do hey? just let things go the way they are going, because nothing you do will really change it. i suppose what i mean is that fate is fate; you may change things and try to defer events, but in the end the same thing is always going to happen. does anyone out there believe in fate? i think i do now, because no matter what i try to change, things always end up the way they were going to anyways. it's quite funny if you think about it. i forgot my scarf in math class, perhaps i should go get it.. toodles. the one, the only, laura michelle*