Omg, I have no freakin clue why we only moved up ONE point. It makes no sense. So, we didn't come in last this time, but in 6th outta 7th. So, second to last. Which I can understand the placing maybe, just not the score! We only moved up ONE FREAKIN POINT! Ok, Last show: Totally bombed, everything went to hell. Drill sucked, only few (4-5) people got the flag feature for the middle song. lets just say everything totally sucked and should have been put in NOVICE for that show. and we had NO DANCE AT ALL! This show : Totally kicked ass. No one majorly messed up, like missing a whole flag feature. a drop here and there. but nothing too big. we had actual dance.. we had more attitude than last show, we actually knew what we were doing. And what happens? We move up ONE freakin point. It doesnt make sense. No one understands it. and our instructor won't let us listen to the tapes to see why we sucked so bad. or the papers. Its a 'policy' of hers or something! WHICH ISNT RIGHT!! Because umm, yea. We won't get to know the judges out puts on how things went.. and we will only get to hear what she wants to say. blehhh its freakin gay as hell! Oh, and tomorrow at practice. (yep thats right. Practice on a sunday) We are all wearing our reflections outfits to make a statement to her. Saying that we can do this without her if shes not willing to be committed... since we are her "first priority" she says. but yet, I just found out something bout her. Which makes that a lie. well, hopefully tomorrow goes okay. I don't really want to wear my reflections outfit, cuz I will feel like a bitch. But we all have to do things we don't want, to make things better. right? Well, sry this is all like complaining and everything.. But I just had to get this all outta my head.. and what is better than a journal you can vent to?! ♥ ♥ ♥