hey.. i was just sitting by my pool outside getting done eating my pizza and thinking... lol so now i decide to write in here.. well ok.. my trip to NJ ROCKED! i love it so much there! heres my trip story... i arrived in NJ. on June 8 which was a sunday.. that night i went to the movies with Jenn and Mike.. (i like Mike A LOT) lol and i had a blast.. we saw Bruce Almighty... after the movie was over we went to Cool Beans and as soon as we got there the guy (i think manager) turned the front sign lights off and said sry were closed.. even tho people inside were still eating and everything.. and then mike knew he was kidding but me and jenn didnt.. so me and jenn got confused.. lol and then the guy turned the lights back on and was like j/k or w.e. and so we went in and then he was like you kant order anything from the kitchen b.c. its closed... and then again me and jenn were still confused and jenns like im confused and then the guy was just like how could you be confused? and i was like im confused too.. and hes like ok... and then he started walkin to our table we were going to be sitting at and mike followed.. but me and jenn kinda looked at each other and were like huh? lol and then mikes like COME ON!! lol and so we went and sat down.. jenn was really hyper.. and the subject of sugar came up and i was like "me and jenny sniff sugar" lol and then jenn took a pack of sugar and dumped it into her mouth and then the "manager" walks by and stops and looks at her funny.. and then he goes now just for that you have to write your name on the napkin and it better be written by the time i get back, and gives her a pen... and mike is just like he's kidding.. lol and then the "manager" (lol) goes its not that hard just write a name ANY name! lol and then mike took the pen and clicked it on and then drops the pen and goes ow... and me and jenn were all like what? and he goes theres a zapper thing on it.. lol and im like does it hurt? and hes like no.. and im like does is like shock you or does it burn or what? and hes like it just shocks.. and hes like here try it and hands the pen to me.. and i was like... hmm... and i never clicked it on.. :'( i should have tho.. lol and then we went back in front of the movies to wait for our rides home.. and my ride had to of come first.. lol but i gave mike a hug! hehe!! fun fun.. Monday.... i went to Mall with Jenn.. we had a blast we tried on these dresses that jenn was going to get for her dance.. (but she never did) lol they were kewl they were black with white poka dots.. and the one that jenn tried on had a red flower on it and red ribbon round the dress and black poofy stuff under the dress to make it poof out.. lol and the one i tried on had a pink flower and pink ribbon that went around it and had pink poofy stuff under it.. lol kewl kewl.. hehe.. and then we got Rita's ice cream.. and EWWW! it was nasty! lol dont ever get there ice cream! ick! lol and then there was this kid Nick in the mall that jenn knew.. and everytime we passed him i would scream NICK! lol and he'd turn around and look round.. lol and then one time we were in Hall Marks Card Store.. lol and he passes by and jenn screams "NICK!" and he stops and looks into the card store and waits there .. lol it was FUNNY!! haha!!! Tuesday.... i went to Brick PAL Youth Forum.. and i got to see everybody there.. we watched the video from our ski trip this year! omg i was in it! wow.. i looked so bad.. lol funny funny.. and we had a dinner that day for youth forum.. and everything it was lots of fun.. and then after we played manhunt.. lol OMG! people down here in FL. dont know what manhunt is!!!! lol thats weird.. lol thats the best game if you have like TONS of people.. lol fun fun.. well that was tuesday.. lol Wednesday.... i went to the skate park with Jenn.. we went to her dads shop and went online.. lol and then we walked back to the skatepark.. we went to check if the recreation station was open.. but it wasnt and we walked back to the skatepark.. when we were walkin back to the skate park i jumped in a huge puddle of water.. and i got my pants soaked.... stupid me.. lol and then i had to go in the skatepark soaked.. haha... lol and then when we went back outside i splashed jenn with the puddle water and got her soaked and then she took a water bottle and dumped it on me! now we were both soaking wet.. lol we were calling people to see if they would come down to the skate park and visit us.. lol AJ came.. for like 10-20.. min.. b.c. he had to go do sumthing else.. lol fun fun.. and then Jon and his friend Nick came and hung out with us.. Nick punched me.. :'( and he kicked jenn and threw a quarter at her head!!! lol and then Jon was using Jenns cell phone and Nick took it and jenn didnt want Nick using it.. so she got pissed.. lol and she was chasing him to get her cell phone back.. while that was happening.. me and jon were talking.. lol.. fun fun.. he kept tickling me.. :'( i don't like to be tickled.. im very ticklish.. shh... lol don't tell no one! lol haha! lol it was fun.. but then we had to leave.. lol and then me and jenn went to Sundaes Ice Cream.. and i got a lemon italian ice.. and jenn got a cherry italian ice.. lol Thursday... i went to the Country Club with Mrs. Kate.. (director of PAL building) while everyone was at school.. and it was fun... this guy talked bout his trip to Australia and stuff it was kewl.. and we ate.. yum yum.. lol and then after that kate dropped me off at MY school.. Toms River Intermediate East.. lol and i went to Marching Band practive after school.. and got to see everyone there.. and Tracy teached me the marching song.. sing sing sing.. b.c. mr.wood.. me band teacher.. said i could be in the parade on Saturday!!!! hehe and so i learned it and then i went home on Jenn's late bus to her house.. and Suzy and Chris and people.. were on the bus.. it was so0o0o funny because i was really really really hyper and chris had his baby with him (baby from health) (the "baby project") (learn responsibility as parent.. lol) and he had his baby a litte crib and everything and a pillow and blanket.. lol and then i was like can i see? and hes like sure so he gave it to m... (bad idea) lol and he kept his baby.. so he just gave me the crib.. and inside the crib he had a NAKED troll.. lol and spongebob.. and i was bouncing the crib.. and the NAKED troll kame out. lol and so then he took the troll and spongebob.. and then i was bouncing the crib again and the blanket and pillow came out and flew towards the front of the bus up by these two girls.. and im like WOW!! THE BLANKET AND PILLOW!! AHH! and so i went up there and grabbed them.. and i was like "I GOT THE BLANKET AND PILLOW!!!" and went back to put them in the crib then i bounced it again and they went to the front again and so i went up and was like "GOTTA GET THE BLANKET AND PILLOW! GOT 'EM!!" and the girls just looked at me weird.. and then i went back up by the girls and was like HI! IM VISITING FROM FLORIDA!!! lol.. and then i went back.. and then i took the crib again and bounce it and the pillow and blanket came out again so i got them and then chris took the crib way from me.. :'( lol and then i went to jenns house.. and we rode over to Suzy's house... she has sisters.. and they are TWINS!!! lol and we talked.. and in her backyard she has a little beacher thingy.. and so we went down to where the water was and it was squirshy! and i kould bounce! lol hehe! fun fun! and then suzy wanted to go kayaking with her sisters.. so we left.. and we visited Chris.. and h sprayed me with his house.. :'( and then i got him back and sprayed him later.. lol hehe and then he took his mopad out and h kouldnt get it to start.. lol haha!! then he went somewhere with his dad and we left... and then we (me and jenn) went to HomeTown Market and we got $15.50 worth of candy! lol fun fun! and then i went home.. :'( lol and then i slept at caitlins house.. and we talked.. lol Friday.... i went to school 5th 6th and part of 7th period!! lol it was so much fun!! when i got to school in the band room (b.c. i had band 5th period and on fridays trumpets had lessons and im a trumpet.. lol) and so i went to band room 5th period.. and i started to cry b.c. i was soo happy to be back and to see everyone.. lol you dont know HOW happy i was to see all those familiar face i havent seen in 3 months! and then Ashley started to cry too.. lol and so we went to the bathroom and tracy came and then when i was crying or n e thing was wrong i'd normally go to this bathroom and tear up paper.. and tracy would normally be with me.. so then when we got to the bathroom i took paper and started tearing it up again and throw it all throughout the bathroom lol and tracy was like "no not again.." lol it was funny.. and then i threw it all over them and everything.. and then we went to go back to the band room and when we got out of the bathroom the pricipal was right behind us and tracy and ashley go do NOT look behind you and walk faster!! lol b.c. no body new i was in school except for my band teacher b.c. hes kewl.. lol and so then tracy and ashley were like so whats up BETSEY! lol talk about not being suspicious.. lol but we didnt get caught.. and then we went back to the band room and i played my trumpet (well actually Tracy's because mine was in Florida at my house.. lol) with everyone else... lol hehe and then after 6th period (lessons in band) i went to lunch.. and i got to see some people from lunch.. (not everyone b.c. i kould only stay for like 5 min. b.c. i didnt want n e teachers to see me..) and so i saw people.. and then me and tracy left so i could go out front and wait for my aunt to pick me up.. and we were going to go down D corrider.. but the principals were gathered in the middle of it.. and then we went down G wing.. and i saw jenny and i was just like JENNY!!! and jenny was like NIKKI!! lol it was funny.. and then me and tracy went outside and then my aunt wasnt there and so we kept walking but then she came.. and i left.. and then i went back to my aunts house. (caitlins house) and then i went and picked kim and allison up from the bus stop and talked to them.. then i went back to caitlins house.. and she straightened my hair.. lol and then she wanted to do my makeup so i let her.. lol and then that night i went to the movies with Jenn and Mike and Tracy and Ashley and Amber.. but there were no more seats so Ashley and Amber went to a diff. movie cause they got there late.. (we went to see 2 fast 2 furious) lol and thenafter the movie tracy left.. and then it was me mike and jenn.. and i raced mike in a car race game.. and i beat him!!! lol hehe.. and then we went to go to Toms River Music.. lol and then on our way over there there was this bag that was dragging by itself and then i was like GHOST THERES A GHOST! and this guy that was walking to his car looked back at us.. and i was like GHOST !!! SAVE US FROM THE GHOST!! lol and screaming! lol and then mike and jenn are like.. nicole, shut up.. lol it was funny.. and then the music store was closed.. so the we crossed bay ave. to go to the mall and then we kross and when we got over there this lady walked out and i saw them closing the lights off so then i was just like isit closed? and shes like yea.. and then i was like ok.. so we came over here for nothing.. lol and we went back to the movies.. and we just hung and talked.. and then jenns mom came and it started raining...and then i gave mike a hug! hehe lol and then me and jenn went in the car and jenns like poor mike hes all alone.. and her mom was like do you want to go get him and ask if he wants to wait in the car for his mom? and we were like ok! and then we went to mike and was like do want to wait in the car for your mom and jenns like nikki wants you too! and hes like ok.. so we all went to the car.. and then we were all in the car.. and he put his head on my shoulder and was like im tired.. and i put my head on his head and was like me too.. lol it was funny.. then jenn pushed my head into his head and made them hit!! OWW!! painful!! lol it was funny tho.. hehe.. then he called his mom on his cell (his cell is the best! lol it lights up blue! and stuff.. yea.. lol) and then his mom came.. and then he gave me a hug.. again! lol :-D and he left.. and then we left.. lol and then i went to jenns house and slept there.. and we stayed up and talked and talked.. lol then went to bed.. nighty night.. lol Saturday.. me and jenn woke up and went to wawa to get me a camera so i could take pictures.. and then we went to the parade.. hehe! we marched.. and we were on T.V. and on the radio!! lol hehe.. fun fun.. i mest up.. lol and i played a note went nody was playing by accident b.c. i thought we were playing.. lol haha! funny funny.. lol and then i got pictures.. lol and then... i took the bus back to my school after the parade.. and in the three seater it was Tracy by window me in middle and Chris on end and Jenn in two seater by isle.. and a flute player guy.. lol and then i had those bracelets on (you kno the plastic bracelet thingys.. when someone breaks one you supposedly gotta do stuff with 'em.. lol yea.. well.. i was like come one chris break my bracelet!! lol just kidding around.. but then he grabbed it and broke it!!! lol and then jenn is like you know what that means and chris is like yea nicole.. and im like you ready? :-* and hes like tomorrow.. lol and im like kewl.. lol it was funny.. and then i gave the bracelet he broke to him for "memories" lol and then jenn and chris fought over that bracelet for sumthin or sumthing.. i wasnt really paying attention.. and jenn and chris broke the broke bracelet in half again lol.. and then tracy's like you know what that means? a three sum! lol and chris is like YEA! lol haha! and then jenn gave me the other half of the bracelet and was like here.. for "memories" lol funny funny.. and then after i went to jenns house and then we went to brave new world and jenn was going to a pool party at 5 and she wante me to go b.c. it was my last day in jersey so she called Steve.. the guy who was having the party.. and she asked him if i could go and he said yea.. so then at brave new world jenn got clothes and stuff for the party.. and then we went to Toms River Music.. lol and we were checkin out basses for her.. b.c. she allowed to get a new one.. lol and so then her mom picked us up and then we went to my sisters apartment (where we were staying) so that i could get my bathing suit and get ready for party.. and then we left and went... omg it was so much fun.. when we got there.. me and jenn felt so0o0o weird lol.. and then jenn jump into the pool with her clothes on.. lol and i didnt want to go in so then jenn was trying to push me in to the pool and i managed to get my shoes off.. but she couldnt push me in so then Mike (yea he was there lol) got out of the pool and helped jenn throw me in :'( and they pushed me in clothes and all.. and i still had my socks on and so when i was in the water it felt like i had webbed feet.. lol and then later.. phil came and i hit him on the head with a noodle.. and then he grabed the noolde and then i took the other side of the noodle and hit him on the head and then he grabbed that side so i got another noodle and did the same thing so then i grabbed ANOTHER noodle till he had three and it was just a lot of fun and then he was taking all my noodle so then i wraped my feet around them so that i wouldnt let go of them and then he was drowning me so that i would let go of them... lol it was funny.. lol lol.. haha.. and then mike snuck up behind me and tickled me.. :'( lol and then he threw me into the deep end of the pool and then i took a noodle and was hitting him over the head with it.. and then he grabbed it away from me and then i went to go try and get it from him but i couldnt then hes like y you trying to rip my dick off.. lol and being all perverted.. and then i riped it away from him and hes like oww! my dick! lol haha and then he took his "dick" back.. lol and was like you wanna suck it? lol and i was just like SURE! and i pretended to put it in my mouth.. lol it was funny.. and then there was a hole that goes through the noodle so then he blew the water through it and it was just hilarious.. lol and then i drowned him.. lol funny funny.. and then i was in the deep end talking with Jenn, Micky, and Anthony.. lol it was fun.. and then m and jenn got picked up and we had to leave.. :'( lol Sunday.. i woke up at 5:00 AM.. to go to the airport to go back to Florida.. we left for the airport at 5:30 AM... now i back in sucky florida.. i wish i still lived in New Jersey.. and never moved here.. but i guess i cant change n e thing now.. i'll just have to get over the fact that i dont live in NJ n e more.. but its just so hard.. i still dont believe that i live in FL now.. i guess i am just refusing to face the truth.. but i guess this is my life.. and now i am just going to have to deal with it.. i'll have to move on.. and realize i wont ever be able to move back to NJ till i turn 18.. and thats a long wayz down the road.. so i'll just have to make the best of florida for now.. only for now tho.. i miss every one in NJ and i'll never forget n e of them... bye for now..