so.. I feel very... zonked.. what ever that means.. ive been in a goot modd lately.. yayy.. I am very.. like.. get dressed up!! look pretty! actually caring.. looking nice for school past two days.. and tomorrow too.. hah.. weird.. n i dunno why.. i gues just in one of those kinda moods.. ya know? I get that ever once in a while.. hmmmm... Competition friday.. FBA... Wish me luck!! :-D I am gonna need it.. our whole band is gonna need it!!!! :-.. soo.. I am getting REALLY excited about winter guard! yayy.. I am like super psyched! but im not even sure if im allowed to do it yet.. hah. hmm.. I keep thinking of this certain someone.. when i shouldnt be.. grr.. make it go away. i thought that i saw that person today.. but it wasnt him.. it was just some kid.. and for a split second i thought it looked like him.. kinda strange. Ive actually been seeing things lately.. i could have sworn i saw two nj ppl yesturday.. oh!! on my bus ride to school.. i havent seen a red van in forever!.. and i saw one.. and i was like.. OMG!!! KIMM!!!!!! cuz.. kim.. (nj person) has a red van.. well her dad does.. its awesome.. he has like a couch in it and stuff! :-D that van was soo much funn! hahahaha. Well.. Nana is down.. :-D yayyy! next tue. My cuz Jess is going to be down.. and some kid Cruiser.. Matt's friend.. and.. hahh! cruiser has never seen me.. and me and matt have just been joking around and telling him i weigh 400 lbs.. and shit.. and hahahha~! its soo hilarious! he was all.. mann.. if shes really fat.. im gonna feel so bad... (cuz he goes along in making fun of me.) .. but i dont care.. cuz its all in fun and games.. and its not like i weigh anywhere close to 400 lbs. lol.. Nicole.