:'(. My life is over. Everything is going to suck from now on. I can't stop crying. I screwed up big this time. I'm sry for everything I've ever done. god. I'm a disgrace to my family. My dad won't even look at me. And my mom... she just keeps lecturing me. like i'm 7 years old.. and not knowing anything i've done.. and not knowing anything I was getting myself into. I just want it to all end. Make it go back to normal... please. :(. Nicole. oh.. But on the upside.. Zac is going to states for percussion... cuz he got superior last night. I dont think im goin for guard... cuz we kinda sucked major ass when we performed... were prolly gonna get a fair. oh poor or sumthin.... dont think were THAT bad to get poor... but who knows... I guess i'll find out... monday in school? I hope.. later.