i had another dream of jersey last night.. i dreamt my grandmother was dying.. and i wrote her a letter saying i loved her and that she couldnt leave me.. and i was searching all over my school looking for the hospital? and then i was in the lunch line with no money and my friend Jess P. that i havent talked to in a while like gave me a lunch ticket to by lunch with and when i gave it to the lunch lady shes like this expired the yesturday.. ts no good now.. i dont know what it all means.. it gets me so confused.. lol well i am gonna try and sleep.. today was fun i guess.. the fireworks SUCKED here.. they are better in NJ... i thought that since fireworks are legal down here that they would have a better show.. i went to Abacoa for the fireworks.. they really did sucked.. and we were so far away.. god i wish i didnt go with Carl.. (my grandfathers neighbor) he was driving the car.. and he took us SOOO far away from where the fireworks realy were.. just so we wouldnt get caught in traffic.. but i mean we were like extremely far.. but what ever.. the fireworks sucked n e way.. so i guess there realy is no point to be up closer.. well i'll stop complaining now.. lol i think i complain too much.. i need to stop.. lol well i am gettin tired so bye byez.. leave comments! lol Peanut butter is yummy! i am eating a spoon full of peanut butter right now! lol its yummy!!! mmmmmMMMMMMmmmmmm!!!!