today. i faked sick.. so no school for me. heh. Nj had a snow day. so at least i had some people to talk to. Zac.. still isnt really talking to me.. and he hasnt made up his mind if he'll give me another chance at bein friends. he didnt even kno if he wanted to talk to me. so i just said he didnt have to and said bye. then never heard from him again. :(. oh well.. i guess i'll talk to him tomorrow in school.. cuz i normally sit with him at lunch.. so i'll just go to his table.. and say hi.. and see what he says.. and if he seems pissed at me.. then i'll just go.. ok.. i know your mad at me.. so i'll just go sit with the girls.. and leave. cuz i dont want him getting annoyed at me anymore than he already is if hes still mad at me. well.. Premiere night is saturday Jan. 24th. zac is going to the premeire cuz his mom is.. but thats besides the point. I might leave as soon as we are done (the winterguard) performing.. and leave to go to the Military Ball.. with Jessica. I will miss the awards. but.. i will be able to go to a dance. right? heh. and other School ROTC programs are gonna be there. so.. hey.. its all good. maybe i'll meet some hott guys.. heh. and in other news... At Wendy's yesturday... Me Jessica and Tabby.. ordered food.. and drinks.. and jessica asked them to put it all on one tray.. so they did.. and jess brought it over the the counter where the ketchup was.. then she left it.. and so i said i'd get the tray.. well.. i went to pick it up.. and the drinks were all in one corner.. and made it really heavy.. and two of the drink fell on the floor!!!!! everyone started laughing histarically.. and this kid i kinda like was there with two of his other hott guy friends.. heh.. and he was just like "GOOD JOB NICOLE!!" and they were laughin.. :'(... but even I couldnt stop laughing.. and i threw napkins onto the disasterous mess.. and.. it did nothing.. just added to the mess. and it was omfg hilarious!! .. im so clumbsy. :o( heh.. that was fun.. at least people got a laugh at that.. and now me and that kid i like will have something to actually talk about thats interestin.. heh.. cuz like i just met him yesturday too!! well.. i mean like officially met.. cuz we use to be like sry. and you got me out again! in knock out.. but then we were just shootin together.. and then we actually offcially introduced ourselves.. heh.. i kno i kno.. im a dork! heh.. I tried putting in highlights just before.. but its not working. :'( you know whats weird? i've never seen that guy before.. but then on monday i see this guy playing basketball.. playin knock out with us... who ive never seen before.. and then yesturday i see him again in the gym.. and talk to him.. then i see him at lunch.. and then i see him at wendys all in the same day.. hmm.. i find that odd. cuz like before that.. ive never seen him.. and.. i dunno.. odd.. ok.. im shutting up now cuz im sure your getting sick of this.. heh.. so.. im gonna go do my math homework and straighten my hair and try and add high lights.. heh.. doubt its gonna work tho. :'(. i think im doing something wrong.. but i dont kno what!! :'( fustrating ness.. later.. Nicole!