Alright.. So lately.. I've felt very.. free.. free of feeling.. well.. feeling sad! yay.. I feel so.. excited.. like something new is about to begin. like im done with the past. and everything i've been so caught up with lately. Beautiful and Buddy.. (my squirrels).. We have been letting them run free outside. Beautiful keeps coming back.. she comes up to our sliding glass door.. and puts her lil paws up on it like she wants in.. shes so cute. then i open the door.. and she jumps up and my leg and runs all the way up to my shoulder.. haha! she soo adorable! and Buddy.. well.. He fell in my pool today!! and so he stayed inside with me for a bit.. and then he went back outside.. and he never came back tonight.. hopefully we will see him tomorrow. beautiful stayed here tonight.. tomorrow me and my mom are gonna make a house for them.. and put it in a tree with some food.. and maybe they will start going there instead of coming inside. cuz they will eventually hafta stay out for good.. cuz they are wild after all. So I've slept at Kassie's house then Tabbys house. and Ive had such a funn week.. and to add to this excitment.. I've talk to a crush of mine.. so thats cool. :-D. Homecoming. Its coming up. Its October 30. The day before Halloween. Im getting excited to go. I haven't been to a school dance... since... 8th grade!! 2 years ago! lol. basically since Ive moved. Its gonna be funn. I already have a dress if I go. its tube toppish and goes down to about my knees.. It's black. Its nothing real special. but I like it. i got it for $14 too! haha. im such a cheap shopper! :-P so the Boca competition was cancelled.. from the damn hurricane!! :'( I wanted to go soo badly! bus rides are always funn. lol. Im not good thinking like this. I don't think I've been this way for a while now. I don't know if I can get used to it. Im too... open minded.. too.. happy.. lol . and I don't know if I like it too much.. I guess just not used to it! :-P well.. ttyl. &Hearts; Nicole ♥