I'm so bummed out right now. everything is going wrong. there is no more me and zac. even tho we weren't going out. there is still no kissing or anything. :( im bummed out bout that. I don't think he likes me anymore. he seemed annoyed at me today. I think he likes someone else now. I dunno. It just seems that way. I mean.. I don't care that he likes someone else. I mean... we havent been going out for lil more than a month now. and.. sure.. I hope he's happy. Also. I need friends. I have none. lol.. I'm outside playing basketball.. and I'm all by myself. Don't know anyone i could play with. Theres this guy who moved in across the street from me. he always plays bball in gym. (cuz he has the same period as me.) yea.. but. I dunno. I don't really talk to the kid. Also.. that thing that I talked about a whiles back. about something I might get kicked outta my house bout. I think its true. and I hope to god its not. If it is... god. I'd be a mess. I'd probably be better off dead then having this be true. grr.. :'(. I'm sore from winterguard practice yesturday. It was a lot of fun. but now my calfs are sore. and my arm a little bit. not as much. and also my tummi. but not as bad. but its good im sore. it means I was really workin yesturday.. right? or maybe I'm just REALLY outta shape. lol... well.. I'm gonna go play basketball by my lonesome. so long. feel free to join me. cuz no one else will.. bye. Nicole. :'(